Actions/Reactions/Life

In sex (life) there are penises (actions) and vaginas (reactions). In my sex, I penis a lot. Things vagina a lot in return. What I find particularly fascinating is when you do not cock, but you get a vagina anyway. For example, one day, I woke up, and thought to myself, through a myriad of prior events that I won't go into, THAT LIFE DOES NOT SUCK, and, fuck, I've had over a year of blissful cocklessness and vaginalessness. I haven't had to cock, because everything has been fine. No vaginas 'cuz nothing to vagina to.

But then. No overnight vagina, I can tell you. I never woke up and made a realization. Shit just started to happen, and suddenly there was a vagina, a year and a half after my lack of cock-realization. Man, shit, I'm still blissfully happy the majority of the time, but sheeeeeet. Those of you who experience fucking that happy enlightenment will know what I mean when I say you get those sombre moments of inner reflection to puncture your ecstasy, and they have been becoming more frequent.

I have this thing. I can't hold up information inside me. You know how those jacks who store everything up and never tell anyone, which leads to huge vaginas down the road? Yeah I'm not one of those. I cock on almost every emotion and thought I have. I get lots of subsequent vaginas, but they're never as harsh as one big vagina, so I am grateful for my direct attitude. But sheeet when I do keep something inside it eats me up. The problem is I can't decide whether the vagina will be worse or better than the keeping it a secret, or even a semi-secret.

I am lost for cock and scared of vagina, basically.

uh.... yeah. This doesn't mean anything.